Kamis, 01 November 2012

,,COBALAH MENGERTII..,

Aku takkan pernah berhenti
Akan terus memahami, masih terus berfikir
Bila harus memaksa atau berdarah untukmu
Apapun itu asal kau mencoba menerimaku

Dan kamu hanya perlu terima
Dan tak harus memahami, dan tak harus berfikir
Hanya perlu mengerti aku bernafas untukmu
Jadi tetaplah di sini dan mulai menerimaku

Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti
Inginkan rasakan rindu ini menjadi satu
Biar waktu yang memisahkan

Dan kamu hanya perlu terima
Dan tak harus memahami, dan tak harus berfikir
Hanya perlu mengerti aku bernafas untukmu
Jadi tetaplah di sini dan mulai menerimaku

Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti
Inginkan rasakan rindu ini menjadi satu
Biar waktu yang memisahkan

Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti
Inginkan rasakan rindu ini menjadi satu
Biar waktu yang memisahkan

Cobalah mengerti semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti, selamanya takkan berhenti

Rabu, 19 September 2012

KAUU HARUS TERIMA

Kau membuat diri ini
Hancur tiada terkira
Kau membuat ku luka

Dirimu yang selama ini
Selalu aku banggakan
Ternyata kau mendua

Dan jika dia lebih dariku
Lebih baik untukmu, ku bisa terima
Tapi bila kau tak temukan bahagia
Kau harus bisa terima, jangan kembali

Dirimu yang selama ini
Selalu aku banggakan
Ternyata kau mendua

Dan jika dia lebih dariku
Lebih baik untukmu, ku bisa terima
Tapi bila kau tak temukan bahagia
Kau harus bisa terima, jangan kembali

Dan jika dia lebih dariku
Lebih baik untukmu, ku bisa terima
Tapi bila kau tak temukan bahagia
Kau harus bisa terima, jangan kembali

Jangan sesali
Jangan kembali

Selasa, 04 September 2012

,, CAYO...

,, Dan seandainya .........
akoo bleh mmilih,, tag ngiin smua nii tjadii...
tpi ya sdahlahh,.........
smoga ngkau bhagia dsana....

jgn pnah sdikitpun ..
ngkau lpakan knangan kita...
dan hari2 yang pnah kta lwatii bsama,


jgn mngis lgii ea...
mngkin,, skrang tag stiap saat,
akk ada d sampingmuu...
ckuplah HEART to HEART,
smoga ngkau mngertiii....

percayalah...
Tuhan kan ttap mnjagamu....
Masih banyak yg mnyayangi mu...
KEEP SPIRIT...

ULY CAYO !!!

Rabu, 22 Agustus 2012

,,For aLL ^_^



-buat yang lagi nunggu seseorang sambil dikit2 menghibur diri sendri

" Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you."

-buat yang suka sama orang tapi "just stuck, ga maju2"

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

-buat yang lagi fallin' in love

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.

buat yang lagi pengen "move on" alias "letting go someone who's not worth it buat ditunggu"

"I spent so many nights thinking about you,my heart spent to many hours missing you, I wasted my time being with you, and now it's time to move on."

"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you. yam!"

“You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.”

"You either let go for two reasons.... you've learned enough to want to, or you've been hurt enough you have to."

-buat yang lagi broken heart

"I can't escape the thought of you. Even in my dreams you are there. It's not fair how your gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past."

"just because one simple sentence.. u have already killed all d reason for me to care .. but I'm still standing here .. for one stupid reason that I still don't understand why, u can call it love.. But of course, something has changed!!"

"It's funny how the first time we were at this place, something between us was beginning.....but it breaks my heart to know that we are at this same place and that something between us is now ending."

buat yg lagi gak ngapa-ngapain:

"Never give up hopes. Just believe in your dreams.
But, what do I hope for if I don’t even know what my dream is?"

"You start out life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been... and wonder who you really are. "

buat yang gak bisa berhenti mencintai seseorang:

-"You taught me how to love, but not how to stop."

-"in every girls life there is a guy she will never forget, and the summer when it all began."

-"I hope that in the end, we can all laugh and say it was worth it."

-"Still I won't say goodbye, won't ever say goodbye. And know that I'll always be yours."

-"I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone."

-"I reached for sleep and drew it round me like a blanket muffling pain and thought together in the merciful dark"

-buat para laki2:

"Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top."

-move on!

I can spend minutes, hours, days, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces back together, justifying what could've, would've happened or I can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the FU*K on!

-yang lagi ngerasa empty:

They say follow your heart.
But when your heart is in so many pieces.
Which way are you to follow?

-broken heart:
"I wish i were a little girl again, because skinned knees are easier
to fix than broken hearts."

"you can say that you always wish me to be happy, but don't you know it can't be realize, coz to be happy means you lovin' me and always be with me but you can't let yourself do it for me"

"Have you ever wondered which hurts more:
saying something and wishing you hadn't
or saying nothing and wishing you had?"

"it's time to move the f*ck on!
you make me tired of waiting for so long. maybe you're just too weird to be true!"

"It's hard to trust and it's hard to cry. It's hard to love and later say goodbye. But it's much harder to let go when you really want to say no. But this is life of making hearts grow"

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

-"Sometimes we have just to let go of someone who matters to us not because we want to but because we have to, and its the right things to do... let us remember that we cant force anyone to love us...we cant beg someone to stay when he wants to leave and be with someone else...this is what live is all about... however the end f love is not the end of life.. it should be the beginning of understanding that love lives for a reason and leaves with a lesson"

"Everyone can make you happy in your life. Some do it by walking into your life. Some do it by walking out."

"If he was stupid enough to walk away
be smart enough to let him go."


-"Sometimes I wish I had never met you 
because then I could go to sleep at
night not knowing there was someone
like you out there."


-"Everything you've done will become someone else memory. The person might forget the exact words you said but no way to make them forget the way you made them feel."

buat yang udah bosan menunggu:

"Sometimes we think we need answer's but most of the time it´s just better to walk away,and try to get on with your life."

"Love cannot be forgotten, it can only be ignored long enough until ignoring it becomes routine."

"why am I such a fool fallin' in love with that foolest person!"

"loving is not owning, we can let it go!"

-buat para laki2:D
"Rules of a relationship, Rule 1 : The girlfriend is always right; Rule 2: When the girlfriend is wrong see rule 1." 

-yang masih ingin berharap:

"jika memang dia,
dari awal mula dan selamanya akan tetap selalu dia,
tapi jika bukan,
dari awal mula dan selamanya tidak akan pernah dia,
dan pasti ada "dia" yang lain
yang jauh lebih baik dari dia yang bukan."

-buat yang menunggu:

Don't you know that I still wait someone who don't realize that I wait him for so long.
Don't you know that I can't forget someone I really love and I don't know why.
Don't you know that I hurt really so bad because of being tired of waiting.
Don't you know...
Don't you know...
Don't you know... that someone is you?

-"Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine."

-yang udah tau kenyataan terburuk, tapi tetep care:
"It's like my mind knows what's right
but my heart is being retarded and still cares."

"If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind I would say once because you never really left."

-fallin' in loph:

"You will always be the answer, when somebody asks me what I'm thinking about."

-"As in the eye of Nature he has lived, So in the eye of Nature let him die!"

-"And I will face the world around me knowing that I'm strong enough to let you go. And I will fall in love again because I can."

-"Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had."

-"still with the same topic

how can you miss something you never really had?"


-"again and again I'm dreaming about you
again and again I can't erase all about you
again and again until I'm tired and I don't know when."

-"There's nothing worse than meaning nothing to the person who means everything to you."

Kamis, 21 Juni 2012

,, MaZzAa.....


,,Hatiku kini tak lagi pilu
Terbuai dunia yang menipu
Kuberharap ini kan bersemi selalu
Demi mengharap cinta dan kasih sayang Tuhan

..Ku berharap hatiku kan secerah mentari
Bisa menerangi hati hati yang sunyi
Membangunkan jiwa jiwa yang sepi
Mengapai ridho ilahi

..Bahwa masa depan akan berubah..
Akan ada hal-hal yg lebih menyenangkan,,
akan datang harinya,,
dimana aku bisa jadi lebih kuat dari sekarang,,
jangan tenggelam terlalu dalam pada hal ini,,

..karena aku ingin bisa hidup
aku juga akan mencoba terus maju,,
kukira,,tak akan ada lagi hari yg lebih menyenangkan,,
tapi aku ingin percaya,,
suatu saat nanti ini akan berhenti...

,,NAME ........



                                                         
                               ,, IT'S MY NAME ........

Selasa, 19 Juni 2012

,,KAUW....

Kau tak pernah ada saat aku membutuhkanmu .
Kau tak pernah mengusap air mataku saat aku menangiz .
Kau tak pernah mendekapku saat aku ketakutan .
Kau tak pernah memelukku erat saat aku tak nyaman .
Kau . Kau . Dan kau yg aku cintai .

Hidupku rusak pikiran teracak
Tak satupun darikku disisakan
Hanya datang dan pergi semuanya palsu
Apalagi yg kan kau ambil dariku

Telah kuberikan semua yg ku punya
Telah habis waktuku untuk mereka

Pengkhianat tak pernah perduli
Pengkhianat kan selalu kembali dan kembali
Memohon, berjanji bahwa mereka akan berubah

Pengkhianat slalu ada disini
Bersembunyi diantara percaya dan simpati
Dan mreka kan pergi tanpa ada rasa bersalah

Otakku beku, logikaku mati
Mreka trus bisa mengammbilku kembali
Di tempat yang sama, kejadian serupa
Dimana sejarah buruk terulang lagi.

,,NoBody's Home....


I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.


What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Dont know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

Thats where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.


Open your eyes and look outside,

Find the reason why,

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.

Too many, too many problems.

Dont know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

Thats where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.


Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's falling behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's falling from grace.

She's all over the place.


yeah ...


She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

Thats where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to, dry her eyes.

Broken inside.


She's lost inside, lost inside... oh oh.

She's lost inside, lost inside... oh oh.

Senin, 18 Juni 2012

,Just ME ! ! !

Kami terlahir dari satu keutuhan
Tapi kami tumbuh bersama kehancuran
Kami terdidik dari perpisahan
Tapi kami berkembang bukan dengan keterpurukan

Kadang kami terjatuh untuk bangkit
Kadang kami menangis untuk tersenyum
Kadang kami rapuh untuk kuat
Tapi kami tak kan pernah HANCUR
Karena kehancuran masa kecil
Guru paling berharga untuk dihindari.

Aku belajar diam dari banyaknya bicara
aku belajar sabar dari sebuah kemarahan
aku belajar mengalah dari suatu keegoisan
aku belajar menangis dari kebahagian
aku belajar tegar dari kehilangan. 

,,POSPEDA....

,, Waktu POSPEDA... cuuuyyy.... :)



 ,, Sogx narcieezttt....


,,barenx Juwrinyaa...........

.


..ma Satpammm....

,,PUPUZZ...



Aku tak mengerti … apa yang kurasa, 
 Rindu yang tak pernah … begitu hebatnya 
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu … 
 Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu 

Aku persembahkan … hidupku untukmu,
 Telah kurelakan … hatiku padamu,
 Namun kau masih bisu … diam seribu bahasa
 Dan hati kecilku bicara … 

Baru kusadari … 
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan 
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku … 
Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku, 
Semoga akan datang keajaiban, 
hingga akhirnya kaupun mau 

Aku mencintaimu Lebih dari yang kau tahu … 
 Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu …

,,Holiddayy....

at SAM POO KONG

  at Masjid Agung Semarang Jateng

 

Jumat, 15 Juni 2012

,, 13 Permintaan anak yang tidak pernah orang tua ucapkan ..........

13 PERMINTAAN ANAK YANG MUNGKIN TIDAK PERNAH ORANG TUA UCAPKAN :

1. Cintailah aku sepenuh hatimu.
2. Aku ingin jadi diri sendiri, maka hargailah aku.
3. Cobalah mengerti aku dan cara belajarku.
4. Jangan marahi aku di depan orang banyak.
5. Jangan bandingkan aku dengan Kakak atau adikku.
6. Bapak Ibu jangan lupa, aku adalah fotocopy mu.
7. Kian hari umurku kian bertambah, maka jangan selalu anggap aku anak kecil.
8. Biarkan aku mencoba, lalu beritahu aku bila salah.
9. Jangan membuat aku bingung, maka tegaslah pada ku.
10. Jangan ungkit2 kesalahan ku.
11. Aku adalah LaDANG PAHALA bagi mu.
12. Jangan memarahiku dengan mengatakan hal2 buruk, bukankah apa yang keluar dari mulut mu adalah doa bagiku?.
13. Jangan melarangku hanya dengan mengatakan "JANGAN" tapi berilah penjelasan kenapa aku tidak boleh melakukan hal tersebut.


,, mY fAmZ ........

,, Aku tak kan  membenci mereka.
meski mereka memiliki ego masing**,,
tuk meninggalkan satu sama lain,,
aku tidak memihak salah satunya.

,,aku tidak menyalahkan siapapun,
meski tangis tetap menetes pelan dipipi,,
 aku menyayangi mereka,aku mencintai mereka.
dalam khayalku, mereka tetap bersama
seperti dalam ingatanku, sebuah sosok dalam khayalku,

,,kami tidak sama seperti keluarga yang lain,
yang tertawa, berkumpul, bercerita,
bertukar pikiran, saling menasehati, hangat dan ceria.

,,biarlah meski hanya dalam khayalan.
biarlah meski hanya dalam angan.
dan biarlah meski tidak ada siapapun disini,,
yang mengajariku bagaimana tuk kmbali berdiri saat terjatuh,
yang berada disampingku. aku tidak takut sendirian.

,,Allah meniupkan nafas kepada setiap orang. mka tuk apa aku takut,
aku bisa seperti rumput, berdiri tegak meski diinjak,,
 tetap bersemi meski dicabut, 
tetap bertahan meski kekeringan.

 Alloh terima kasih sampai saat ini,,
 Engkau masih setia meski diriku penuh dosa.

,ME !


,,Aku pun sama seperti kalian,,
ingin bahagia,,
ingin bermanja,,

aku pun sama seperti mu
ingin dicinta
ingin dilindungi
tappi aku tak seperti ia
yang terlalu sempurna,,
yang begitu berjaya,,
aku juga tak seperti mereka
yang kuat dan berani,,
yang tegar dan egois

aku adalah aku
yang juga dapat menangis tersedu
yang mampu merintih nyeri
yang tertatih untuk dapat berdiri
dan,

aku adalah aku
yang akan tetap perjuangkan hidupku
yang akan pertahankan diriku
karena,,aku adalah
AKU !!!!!!!!!!!!